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    Hiding in the Spotlight

    A Kindle exclusive. David got the chart topping success. His best friend got it all. “Hiding in the Spotlight is a fun, fast, and sexy read!”-Scandalicious Book...

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    Rock Starred

    An Amazon Bestseller. Photographer Katie's broken heart will only let her give a man one night. Rock star Peter wants more.

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    Back Forever

    The sequel to 'Bring Me Back', out now. “Poignant, bittersweet and satisfying, Back Forever sustains the plausible fantasy-to-reality charm of Bring Me Back.”-Manic Readers

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    Bring Me Back

    Winner, Turquoise Morning Press Reader's Choice Award. "Fast-paced, sexy, and altogether irresistible. A flat-out fabulous read!"-NYTimes Bestselling Author Celia Rivenbark

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    Claire’s Diary

    The prequel to 'Bring Me Back'. Download the eBook for free!

beloud_cast 2Every year, Harlequin​ hosts the More Than Words contest, which honors the work of everyday women doing extraordinary good in their community. I’m pleased that my nominee, Lucy Steiner, and her charity, Be Loud! Sophie Foundation, is one of the five finalists. Now we need your vote!

Be Loud! Sophie was formed to help adolescent and young adult cancer patients navigate their illness. It was named for Lucy’s daughter, Sophie, who passed away a little less than two years ago at the age of fifteen. One of Sophie’s greatest frustrations while ill was the lack of counseling and supports targeted for teens and young adults–nearly everything is geared toward young children and older adults. Be Loud! Sophie Foundation aims to change that. Please consider a CLICK to help us win $15,000 for this charity. You can VOTE once a day!

MJNewsletterWhile I’m at it, I’m announcing the May/June giveaway for newsletter subscribers–one lucky winner will receive their choice of these super-cute, lined zipper pouches, made by me! If you’re already a subscriber, you are awesome and should continue to do what you’re doing. You’re automatically entered to win. If you haven’t subscribed, I’m sure you’re also awesome, but just aren’t sure how to go about reaching your full awesome potential. Might I suggest subscribing to my newsletter and getting in on the action? The drawing will be June 1st. FYI, the July/August giveaway will be a signed print copy of my debut for Harlequin Desire, That Night with the CEO!



March handbag giveawayTime to reward my lovely newsletter subscribers with a giveaway, a replay of one I did last fall that people seemed to love–a handbag! If you’re already on my newsletter list, you’re automatically entered to win your choice of one of these three handbags, all of which were made by me. (Sewing is a wonderful activity for an author struggling to figure out a plot point.) If you’re not already subscribed, why are you still reading this post? Get to it! Just click on the “Get My Newsletter” button below. The bags are constructed of sturdy home decorator fabric, no leather or animal products are used. I will do a random drawing on March 12th, which also happens to be the release day for ‘Rock Starred’. If you haven’t had a chance to pre-order the book, think about a one-click! And remember, I do regular giveaways to the fab folks who get my newsletter, so even if you don’t win this time, it doesn’t mean you might not win on the next go-around. Good luck!


323794a2d55f46110eccf3a82887785fMy friend Holly Gilliatt passed away yesterday after a long battle with pancreatic cancer. She was a fellow author, incredibly smart, spirited like a house on fire, and hilariously funny. She was a mother, a wife, a daughter, beloved. She was a good friend. She never took herself too seriously, but she also never gave up. She was as tenacious and determined as a person can be. I only knew her as someone living with cancer. If she was ever feeling sorry for herself, she never showed it.

I was never lucky enough to meet Holly in person, but she and I became about as close as you can over email and gmail chat. We mostly talked about writing, but we also discussed our kids, husbands, balancing everything, and the business of being an author, including the ginormous loads of bullshit that come with it. Holly would want me to be clear with everyone that writing is awesome, but the business of writing can be shitty. It’s the truth.

Holly and I were brought together by our books–hers, ‘Till St. Patrick’s Day, and mine, Bring Me Back. We both had other books, but those were the stories that told us we were members of the same tribe, each of a similar voice. BMB is the first book I wrote. It was the book that lived in my heart until I finally just had to let it out. I think Holly felt the same way about TSPD and thank heavens she had the courage to write it. For those of us who are missing her, we can spend time with those pages and be reminded of her singular voice.

For me, writing that first book was an unbelievable catharsis. I sat at my desk and wrote like crazy every day for months. I wept. I laughed. I thought harder than I have ever thought in my entire life. I wrote about love and family and parenthood and the ways in which we disappoint each other and the things we have to do to fight back from that. If I were facing a terminal illness, I could point to Bring Me Back and say, “Look, people. This book is ME on a plate.” I think the same could be said of Holly and ‘Till St. Patrick’s Day–it holds her humor and point of view. It tells a love story while keeping an edge. The Holly I knew was exactly that–full of love, still with an edge.

Both Holly and I put ourselves in the purgatory known as “romantic women’s fiction” with our books. We laughed about it, because it basically means that no agent will represent you, conventional wisdom says that no one will buy it, no publisher will want it, blah blah blah. Writing stories about women’s lives and their loves doesn’t give you a pigeon hole to live in. It’s not the smart thing to do, especially not with your first book. You should write something that’s easy to market, that follows genre guidelines, a book that you can describe as “The Mindy Project meets Knotting Hill” or whatever, in an elevator. But some times, the smart thing isn’t the best thing you can do. Smart doesn’t equal real. Smart doesn’t make soulful. And I’m not saying that my book is soulful. I’m only saying that my soul is in the words. It’s right there, on the page.

So, screw the smart thing. Holly and I did. Write what’s in your heart. It’s more important than selling a zillion copies or making the New York Times list, or at least it is to me. I’d much prefer that a few people know the real me than the world know something I made up because I was guessing it would be popular. Holly felt the same way, although she would not have been the slightest bit upset if TSPD or any of her soulful, genuine books had made the NYT list. I’m guessing she would’ve thrown a hell of a party.

Last October, Holly came to me with a request–would I be willing to finish the book she was working on if she didn’t have enough time to finish it? I was floored. Wait. Hold on. I was FLOORED. I was humbled and stunned, too. Was she kidding with that question? Or course I would, I answered. Whatever you want, just give me marching orders, tell me where the checks should go when it’s finished. She would get me the plot outline, she said. It was the best idea she’d ever had, she said.

The outline never came. And I’ll probably never know what she wanted from me. And that’s okay. In a long line of things we’re all missing right now, it’s pretty insignificant, but it will haunt me. Possibly forever. I will always wonder what was in that beautiful head and heart of hers that she wanted to get out. But at least she wrote ‘Till St. Patrick’s Day. At least she wrote an amazing book that helped to spawn our friendship.

Holly reminded me, and those who love her, just how short life is. Don’t die with the book of your heart still inside you. Don’t leave this earth without getting out the stuff you’re longing to say–whether it’s a poem or a recipe or an opera or just telling your mother that you love her, but you never liked her beef stroganoff, and you’re sorry, but you just won’t eat it again. Let out what’s in your heart while you have the time. God knows I wish Holly still had time to share more of what was in hers.

9630bda14ddcec4769ca8446576c3327_0h8nHolly Gilliatt penned three marvelous books in her too-short time on earth. If you’re inclined to read one, please do so. You can find the pertinent links at hollygilliatt.com. I’m certain the money will go to benefit her children.

To read Holly’s Rock ‘n’ Roll High School post on my blog from last year, you can find it here.

To read author Linda Retstatt’s blog post about Holly, you can find it here.

To read author Jennifer Anderson’s blog post about Holly, you can find it here.